Library

The following content is not suitable for viewers under 18 or the faint of heart. Viewer discretion is advised.

This page is a catalogue of disturbing content that isn't denpa. Here is where I'll talk about all sorts of media that might pique your interest if you're looking for something that'll make you feel like shit.

self-harm manga

  Various manga discussing or depicting self-harm. I struggled with self-harm for many years. Seeing it depicted in media is very comforting to me. I rarely see it in manga (and almost never in anime) so I'm making this list publicly available in case there are others like me that want to see it.

movies

  Various disturbing movies.

Life by Suenobu Keiko

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Dolis by Kusumoto Maki

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Deep Love - Host by Yoshii Yuu

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Confidential Confessions by Momochi Reiko

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Rengoku no Karma by Hirose Shun and Haruba Negi

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My Broken Mariko by Waka Hirako

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Jisatsu Circle by Furuya Usamaru

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Pieta by Haruno Nanae

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From Now on We Begin Ethics. by Shiori Amase

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Hankon by Funamushi

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Fetish by Fujiwara Kaoru

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Cut by Kawai Touko

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Downfall by Inio Asano

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Komatta Toki Ni Wa Hoshi Ni Kike! by Abe Miyuki

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Kokoro Kikai by Yumeka Sumomo

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Nana by Ai Yazawa

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Immoral Sex by Harada

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Happiness by Todd Solondz

Happiness is a 1998 American black comedy film written and directed by Todd Solondz. It unravels the messy lives of a cast of strangers that turn out to be more related than they think. Happiness essentially airs out its cast's dirty laundry for two bleak and uncomfortable hours. Though many describe the movie as disturbing, I personally found it refreshing. This movie depicts the ugly truth - that people are cruel and nasty, not at all how they seem during small talk. People are fake (at best) or criminal (at worst), but you'd never know because of the mask they wear in public. I can understand why it'd make an allistic person uncomfortable. Unfortunately, as an autistic person, masking is a social rule I had to learn early on if I wanted to avoid being a target.

Though I don't think I'll be watching again anytime soon, I'd definitely recommend Happiness to anyone with a strong stomach and a penchant for drama.

Content warning(s): Sexual content, sexual abuse, rape, child abuse, murder, depression

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This page is heavily inspired by sleepy-sage's Horror Corner.